HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

5:54 PM

I had a weird time in school today.
Gosh. I do believe she was right.
I mean, who couldn't take a hint that was presented on a silver platter like that?
It's not that I'm doing it intentionally. I tried not to, in fact.
Really. So, why do some people keep seeing me and others who have the same mentality in the same way?
We aren't criminals, you know.
We aren't sweltering from the heat of oppression, so everyone has their own free will.

I wasn't meant to be a mean person, like Zee said.
In fact, I'm NOT a mean person.
I give people first impressions of being quiet and extremely tolerating.
That's probably why they thought I could fit with anyone.
To a large extent, that is very true.
I can really click with some people, but to others it's just like *meet*---*twitches*----*poof*----*is pissed off almost immediately*.
To these people, it might seem very unfair that I don't treat them nicely, but to put it frankly and bluntly, there's something about you that I dislike, and you probably keep showing that characteristic to me.
~~Direct apologies to XS and Zach. But because I like to bully both of you, I'll carry on doing so. ;D~~
Anyway, don't be offended. As you see me IRL, I don't really scold people or get angry at them.
So I will be nice to you, okay? If you're nice to me too. (:

That's only on one hand. But on the other... (Oh. this is a ranting post. Don't bother to read it if you're not in the mood.)
There are some people who really have "low EQ" and keep "[injecting] little tidbits of information about themselves into the topic".
And of course, no one really wanted to know.
I think these are the people who really need to go for self-improvement.
Look. I said I was going for MC. Who are you to criticise me, or my class?
I love them, okay?
Just because you don't see this opportunity to go for MC as a useful experience doesn't mean you get the right to badmouth us.
You need a dose of Vanessa/Eunice/Cairn/Chinmire @ CC.
Knowing the atmosphere around you is the first step to making friends.
Which you, sadly, phail at.
I was shocked at the way you tried to cover your acts up.
You really should stop making excuses. And you need to wake up and see why people cannot get along with you.
It isn't right to assume.
What if I assumed you were a horrible person from the start?
Would we even have been acquaintances, much less would we have been friends?
But of course, in your eyes, everything must revolve around you, so I was the bad person in this friendship and I didn't want to be your friend after a while.
But the real question is: Is that really the truth?
Ask yourself.
Did I not make an effort to be your friend?
Did I not make an effort to talk to you and listen to your problems?
Did I not make an effort to cheer you up?
Did I not make an effort to help you with your schoolwork?
Did I not make an effort to let you get used to my attitude?
Did I not make an effort to be nice to you a lot of the time?
Did I not make an effort to be extra tolerant?
Did I not make an effort to stop myself from shouting at you?
Did I not make an effort to keep smiling at you?
Did I not make an effort to respect you?
Did I not make an effort to regard you as someone with great aspirations?
Did I not make an effort to let you know more about me?
Did I not make an effort to welcome you and let you know my friends?
Did I not make an effort to let you know what I like?
Did I not make an effort to answer you politely each time?
Did I not make an effort to try joking with you to lighten the mood?

And what did I get?
You said I didn't see you as a friend.
You said I ignored you when you wanted to talk to me.
You said I didn't care about you at all.
You said I was more concerned about my grades and gloating about them while trying to 'assist' you.
You said I was insensitive when it came to you.
You said I was mean to you all the time.
You said I had a short temper.
You said I was always angry and screaming at you.
You said I always had a black face when talking to you.
You said I thought you were stupid.
You said I treated you like junk.
You said I alienated you.
You said I had favourites that were stupid, and that yours were all better. (Gosh you know how much this pisses me off? I don't NEED to tell you what I like and get them trashed by you.)
You said I was rude to you.
You said I was being insensitive and I shouldn't have made a joke about that.

Face it.
If you make so many accusations, who would want to be your friend?
I have a particular friend whom I disliked for a long time.
She's now one of my closest friends ever. And I trust her, really, even though sometimes I joke about with her and I get very frustrated with her.
You know what?
She never accused me of anything before.
I like being her friend. And she gets on my nerves a lot of the time because our personalities crash occasionally.
But she's really my friend. And I really regard her as my friend too.
I really thought you were a nice person before.
And then suddenly, I 'saw the light'.
You weren't what you turned out to be.
At first I thought you were admirable because you were so hardworking.
But no, I don't see that now.
I only see bull-headedness.
And that is putrid.
So, I'm sorry.
But I don't like you.

Warn your warmth to turn away
Here It's December,everyday
Press your lips to the sculptures
And surely you'll stay (love like winter)
For of sugar and ice...I am made, I am made

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
He wanted love,I taste of blood
He bit my lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

She exhales vanilla lace
I barely dreamt her yesterday(yesterday)...
Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace: "Por Siempre."
She said,"It seems you're somewhere,faraway."
To his face.

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
She wanted love,I taste of blood
She bit my lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

Love like winter...Oh...Oh...
Love like winter...winter...Pray for...

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
She wanted love,I taste of blood
She bit lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

4:58 PM

I have a nice hoard of stuff from JB. ;D
I srsly love Stylo. Esp the shoes.
Not forgetting Radioactive.
Polluted Piece of Mind

Other than that, I GOT STEPHANIE MEYER'S NEW BOOK. :DDDDDD
Oh I can't wait for Breaking Dawn anyway.

I've got new PSP games too.
Including the FF7 movie :D

Ah well the Gaia Rejected Olympics was pretty much a bust.
How the hell could Barton win over Durem?
It is simply not fair and unreal.
Like Lisa said, it was rigged!
The guy who sold that necklace to Natasha was a FBartonian!
RAAAAAAAAWR.
DUREM WON NO MATTER WHAT. CAUSE WE HAD DON KURO ON OUR SIDE AND MANY OTHER PWNFUL PEOPLE LIKE VINCENT VALENTINE&GENESIS LOL. :x
Liam would've been pwnful if he wasn't in Barton. D;
*is pissed off*

PWNFUL DUREM MUFFIN :DD

Love
This is getting harder
And I can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
But you my dear
Have been discovered a liar (a liar)
And I'm afraid that this is building up for far too long (far too long)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time

Love
This is getting the best of me
And truth be told, you were the start of it all
Now you my dear might end up lonely (lonely)
Before you go there's something you should know (You should know)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time.

This is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

7:54 PM

Wow I just found out I was bored enough to read and do Zee's meme. :x

(01) Whats your horoscope?

Scorpio. :D

(02.) Where would you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?

Switzerland please. Send me to Oberland and Mount Titlis and back.
If not, I'd take a trip to Venice okay!
And the final option is Tokyo, Japan! I MUST SEE HARAJUKU STREET OKAY.

(03.)What is/are your favourite things to do?

Reading. Cosplaying. Mass con with crazy and random people. Playing Audi back in Sec 2. :/
Mapling back in Sec 1/2 (LOL WTF). Outing with Slaphappies. Buang with Mari-kun, Monkey, Joey, Bakar & 'The One who Falls Asleep in the Toilet while Bathing'. Studying with Charlotteeee Goh & TV. Bentos with Choc&TV :D

(04.)Do you think money can buy happiness?

Happiness is technically a state of mind. So yes, I can. If I pay someone to hypnotise me into believing that I'm happy, then yes I will be happy! But other than that I think money creates more problems for people. It tempts human greed, and many can't resist the temptation. But hey, everyone's in for cheap thrills right? So yes, money can buy happiness to a certain extent.
But what's most important is that money can buy you chocolate.
Which release endorphins in your body and make you feel happy. Yay chocolate.

(05.)If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To have the rest of my dreams come true.
If not, then it's to marry Matsujun... NO NOT REALLY LOL.
I don't really know what I'd choose out of all of them.
Oh dang. :/

(06.)Do you encourage girls to admit their love to guys?

Depends. Are you serious enough about the guy? And are you sure the guy is really who you think he is? Is he mature enough to receive your admission? Are you able to take the pain? Will you be able to keep going if he rejects it?
Think about all that. And if you say yes to all of them, then go for it.

(07.)Do you encourage guys to admit their love to girl?

Go for it. If you don't, seriously, got balls?

(08.)What's love?

It's subjective.
Figure it out yourself.
Or maybe if I can define it in the future, I will.

(09.)What do you dream of doing in the future?

Researching on cures for diseases.
Or to be a Cow Farmer.

(10.)List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.

Zee:

1) She is crazy a lot of the time.
2) She's a fanatic over tkd.
3) She's good at English and I respect that.

(11.)What make you happy?

Depends. :D

(12.)What type of person do you hate most?

Guess who? PPF-ers.

(13.) Do you like any anime?

No. I prefer manga.

(14.)If you do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend, do you feel like having one now?

No.

(15.)Who's the most important person in your life?

As quoted from IAG Mod 1, the most impt person in my life is myself.
Or as quoted from CC Session 3, the most impt person(s) in my life is my parents.

(16.)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

This is subjected to different points of time in my life.

(17.)Do you have a crush on someone now? Who is it?

Matsujun. :D
Or Brandon Flowers. :DD
Or Kyle Patrick. :DDD

(18.)The love of your life now?

E+AMaths. Bio.
Or shall I say my EMaths teacher?

(19.)Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?

Depends?
I don't think so though. :/

(20.)What do you want right now?

To say Byebye O's. And go play.

(21.) I tag Ling, Sihui, Manman, YT, whoever wants to do this. Plus XS for the fun of it. xD

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

6:09 PM

Ah. I can just pray and be thankful that those extremely dear to me are still around.

I'm looking forward to S2 Learning Fest this Saturday.
And yes, CC will end this Friday, which is something else to look forward to.

Oh my gosh. I really miss Team 2.
I don't know why, I suddenly thought of the pretty structure we got that time. :/
Ahhhhh.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, July 21, 2008

9:47 PM

Stolen from Sihui.

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

FINGERS: Melissa
CHIN: m,erllissa
ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: melissa
ELBOW: me;issa
NOSE: mewlkiksxsx
PALM: merl.issa

THE NOSE ONE IS PWNAGE LUH. ;D

1. List four fandoms you have.
Chocobos. Tokio Hotel! :D ~~SHAKERRRR. (LOL. JK ONLY AH LING.)~~ Hinder! :D Paramore! :D

2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Like yes, duh.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
No. But I will soon. ;D

4. List four people that you look up to the most.
Mrs Gek because she's just so wonderful in class and she continues to do her best for us.
Ms Fazylah because her cosplaying during Cosfest was really.. o_o Wow.
Pearl because you really know how to deal with the squad when I get too pissed off.
Daniel because he's 8039's beloved coach and mentor.

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
2. HL Milk and Booboo.
Or make it 4, I've got my Sheep/Monkey and Goatfish too.

6. Which do you prefer white or black?
Black, period.

7. Who is your most played character?
Zack, though I rather play Cloud, or Cissnei or Yuffie even. Well you get the idea. D;

8. Choose one or the other, not both:Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
Depends. Do I get to choose the 5 acquaintances? Since I do believe Charlotte Goh would drive me mad and vice versa if we got stuck on an island. D;

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Lolita.
Deceitful.
Cynical.

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
Eh what did I tell XS I wanted, I FORGOT LOL.
I remember I said I didn't want invisibility.. Then what did I want! :o
OH I FOUND IT. LOL I'M SO STUPID.
I wanted to have the ability to take on anyone's identity.
I SHALL BE GEORGE W. BUSH FOR A DAY. :D
OR CHERRY CHEN!

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
Face to face: Mommy :D
MSN: YT.
SMS: Pengu-kun.
Phone: Vel.

12. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Daddy! :D
And he's overseas right now D;

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head
Gah. FF >D. Laaalaaalaaalaaa. Variation. Genetics.

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
There's loads, you know.
I can't decide ._.
Gaming?

15. Do you like the way you are?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.
I must change my mindset to Yes all the time. :D

16. Choose, summer or winter?
Winter. ;D I am a cold person.

17. Rain or snow?
Snow. :D It's so pretteh.

18. Water or ice?
Water. Ice is dangerous sometimes. D;
Of course Water is too, but .. :x
AHH I LIKE BOTH.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
1. I want to crossdress. Actually this depends on how you look at it. I don't find it odd at all.
2. I love reading. This is becoming an increasingly rare trait in youths nowadays. So many people find it odd that I love to read.

20. What are two of your bad habits.
1. Mugging only when the stress is extreme.
2. Falling in love with many outfits that cost too much. >_>
GAHHH I STILL WANT THE OTHER WALOLI OUTFIT!

21. What's 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
PPF-ers.

22. Now list 6 people who should do this quiz.
Ling.
XS.
Monkey.
Kelly.
Zee.
Anyone else who reads my blog.

Xbox 360 retarded vid (taken from XS, LOL) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNuRQmvykwk&eurl=http://www.xtra-xtra-small.blogspot.com/

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, July 20, 2008

9:04 PM

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights when we count all the ship lights
I guess I’ll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

6:46 PM

"He loves you, but He's just not IN love with you."
Well I really wanted to say this to certain people, but I'm very sure that I'd get skewered and skinned alive if I really said it.
I really get pissed off and this is what I want to say, but still, I don't.
Gosh. Stop being so irritating about those matters, because I obviously have conflicting views with you.

Anyway, I'm trying to rewrite Nikki's essay. ;D
It was really good, because few essays have that much power in them. I would really want to make the language more fluent and improve the flow.
So that's what I'm doing now, and I hope I'll make it a real model essay. ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

4:36 PM

I thought it's better to let you know.
That I'm better off on my own.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

4:22 PM

I pray we do not make the same mistake we did a year ago.
With the reminders that are constantly sent to our door, I do not wish to relive the experience again.
Sell. And make a loss.
That's what I feel.
Don't sell. And make a loss.
That's what you feel.
These conflicting views aren't going to get us anywhere.
SO SELL IT OFF ALREADY.
CAUSE IT'S SO IRRITATING.
~~EVEN IF I DON'T WANT IT TO BE SOLD. DAMN IT.~~

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, July 19, 2008

9:26 PM

I got my measurements for Hunny-sempai's outfit already.
Already placed my custom-make order, even with USA-chan! :D
Oh man! I can't wait for EOY. ;D

MC today was really funny.
But the most random part was during the break where WK suddenly break-ed. o_o
It was really.. indescribable.

OKAY. HAHA.
OFF TO 'WISH'.

ANDAND,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARSIE. ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, July 18, 2008

10:41 PM

Happy Birthday Monkey! :D
Though the pouch says This is a Monkey,
you are a Monk. :D
HAHAHA.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

9:58 PM

Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core.

LOVELESS

Act I:

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky.
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II:

My Friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end.
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely...

Act III:

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,
In thier hearts they know they will meet again.

Act IV:

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.

Three friends go into battle
One is captured,
One flies away,
the one that is left becomes a hero.
If we were to enact it,
would I be the one to play the hero,
Or would You?
Indeed
After all, your glory should have been mine.

My Friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
And Your eternal slumber.

Now what i want most...
is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...

Act V:

Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul
Pride is Lost.
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Such is... the fate of a monster.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
If this world seeks my destruction...
... It goes with Me

ACT:??? (Made by Genesis)

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall fortell my return
To become the dew that quenches the land,
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end,
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar,
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

9:34 PM

Ahhhh. Ever since then, I've been focusing more on my negative thoughts.
Maybe cause I don't want to go tomorrow.
It feels so awkward being with those people.
And it doesn't make it any easier when they all bunch together in their classes.
At least Pei Ting is in the same CC class as me.
Gabby will be happy. :D

I've seen a few familiar faces. They were all from EU.
But I don't really know them. And I very much prefer to be with my class.
The constant fear is of not knowing anyone.
It's like I'm wide in the open, susceptible to attack - mockery and pity.
This comfort zone thing? Yeah. I'm living in it.
What I'm experiencing right now is the process of building a wall around myself in the effort to make a comfort zone in a totally uncomfortable place.
Oh. My. God.
I see some people who're really nice, like Eleanor who reminds me of someone else. Actually, all those from Pei Ting's class are really nice people. (Referring to the girls)
But still, I just don't fit in with them.
It was a shitty idea to change CC.
What if I become like Laura Wingfield and I can't take the heat?

Here's what I'm thinking right now :
Screw it.
And if they want the positive thought :
I must. Cause I must improve.

I was damn pissed off today.
I don't understand why people can waste their time whining that they didn't do this or that, when they should spend their time doing this or that.
Well, what really ticked me off the most was that you kept giving yourself the excuse.
"I didn't know."
---
I can't stand the way you make lame excuses for yourself.
Seriously. I wanted to scream at you so badly just now.
FYI, I didn't believe a word of what you said.
This isn't the first time it's happened.
Each time you defend yourself, it's harder for me to control myself.
I wanted to slap you so much just now.
You're one of the few who make my blood boil and overflow.
Most of the time I just ignore, and joke around.
But when you make me mad, I really get mad.
It's no laughing matter any more.
I want to treat you as a friend.
But when you do that, I really just want to slap you.
When I'm pissed off, everything is irritating to me.
Especially you.

Ling's idea. :D
A little communist, but still nice. ;D
I love you, Ling! :D

As learnt from this week's lesson, 3 = Me.
So 8039 isn't 8039 without ME.
PRAISE MEH FOR IT IS MY IDEA.
Jk. ;x Haha.

And for Charlotte, if you happen to read my blog again,
I would love anything that you and Zach design together.
So please do! :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, July 14, 2008

9:41 PM

Well, screw that.
I wanted to cry just now.
I really don't want to go for CC with another class.
I want 8039. I really do.

It's pissing me off to hear someone rant while I'm feeling like I need to rant too.
Gosh.
I must step out of my comfort zone tomorrow. And I don't want to.
I want to be with my lovely class. And not with this unknown class that I'll spend 5 lessons with. Which constitutes 15 hours.
Which is 15 hours less from the time I have left with 8039.

I love 8039.
Never imagined they'd make such a great impact on me.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:25 PM

LC tomorrow. D;
And CC as well.
Well damn, I'm not looking forward to CC at all cause I'm not with my class D;

I want to play Crisis Core D;

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, July 13, 2008

7:20 PM

Bloody hell.
I hate PPFers, AGAIN.

Are all people the same?
In the real world, no. But on PPF, the majority of the population is made up of shitasses.
Exactly what I'm trying to prove to you, this particular gullible, naive, easily-taken in forumer.
WHO said that we turn into tomboys?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you grow up and turn into gays, you would?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you had to go commit suicide, you would?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you are retards, you're a retard?

Just a kind note to you, we aren't the same.
We aren't communists, you know.
If you want to support communism so badly, please migrate to North Korea and never come back.
Who knows, you might be doing us a big favour.

While you're at it, you should learn how to type properly.
There's language for a reason, and you should not belittle the English language the way that you spout it.
As horrible as your language is, you have already adulterated the thread.
Disgusting.
I hope that you take a hint from the tone of my words, and don't even reply.
You're about as disgusting as that guy who laughed at the malformed baby cow.
I hope you don't regress into a condition as demented as his.
Although you're well on your way to that.

Your saving grace lies in a sincere 'sorry'.
But I can't tell whether it's sincere or not, and since we're stereotyping, why not I make a stereotype as well?
PPF-ers are not sincere creatures. Therefore your sorry will not be sincere, and hence, I will have no reason to forgive you.
Unless you want to receive more snide remarks, I suggest that you take your leave from the thread and leave us alone.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

4:34 PM

Ahh, Ling didn't buy Strepsils for me ytd D;
So I bought Robitussin instead. And I just realised I got the wrong ones D;
I wanted the Honey-centered ones but instead I got Honey Lemon Tea. Dang!

Ah. Another 5 days for MC with 8039 again.
Makes me sad that I'm going for CC with another class instead of them. D;
I want to go for CC with 8039!

8039. We're all that and more. ;D

8039 at Empower U. ;D
But Jiahui and Rishi weren't there D;
Including a random Assist Jumana inside as well :o

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, July 12, 2008

8:54 PM

YAY :D
MC AGAIN TODAYYYYYYYYYYY.
AND DANIEL'S BACKKKKKKKK.
Watermelon and Gab were MIA today though D;

Didn't meet them at Delifrance in the morning cause was too lazy.
Anyway, went up to class and saw this random guy and Rishi.
I bet that guy went into the wrong class or smth o_o
HAHA!:D I love Doreen and Charlotte. Cause they sat with me saying that I look lonely. HAHA:D
But anyway we shifted to the other side of the room.
NAUGHTY CHARLOTTE KEEPS DOODLING ON MY BOOK D;
And Mel does not love Charlotte. Cause Zach does! :D
HAHAHA.
STOP LIVING IN DENIAL, ZACH.
I'M HELPING YOU BY GIVING YOU THE EXTRA PUSH ALRD. ;D
ATW ATW :D
Ling came late today, but she was in time for lunch ;D
We ate at the food court, with a vegetarian stall, and for once it was including Shaker and Doreen! :D
BUT DOREEN ONLY ATE FRUITS. BOO.
ANYWAY, AYBIN IS DAMN PRO AT FABRICATING STORIES ;D
She totally pwns @ deceiving people.
Aybin is Firdaus's sister.
And Ling is their cousin.
And YT is their mother's sister's daughter's daughter or something. LOL.
Firdaus was like HUH WHAT? O_O
So funny ;D
AND YX CAN RECOGNISE MEH! HAHA.
NO NEED TO KILL HIM:D
But anyway I need to kill Zach and XS now. Maybe Nicolette as well.
Srsly Nicolette, who hangs clothes at 2AM?
GAHHHHH.
The writing practice today was really funny.
I KNOW HE PURPOSELY SABO ONE LAH.
I wanted to go _|_ just now. D<
Thanks Zach, you suck. (:
XS also. Your god mode is pwned by my superior lameness. ;D
HAHAHA.

OKAY ANYWAY I REALLY WANT TO HAVE A CLASS SHIRT AND TO GO OUT FOR DINNER WITH THEM SOMEDAY. ;D
Maybe next week :D

ANYWAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, July 11, 2008

10:03 PM

Today was seriously fun ;D
Sad thing was that today's the last day of e-learning.
Come Monday, the Sec 2s and 3s are coming back to the school. D;
Ahhh. I want e-learning to continue.

Well today mass run was cancelled due to the rain.
And then we had 'aerobics' in the hall.
HAHA 4S2 GOT SABO-ED ;D
Kel and Zee looked really weird on stage.
KELLY PLEASE, DONT EVER DO THOSE MOVES AGAIN MAN.
YOU REALLY LOOK $%^&*(.
;x
I wanted to talk to Nad today about QZ's birthday but didn't manage to. D;
Dang.

Mrs Yip during Bio was really cute ;D
She was so frustrated with our noise level, she drew the noise level chart graph on the board.
And then she kept staring at us and noting the noise level.
At the last part she went jerkily, and then everyone starting laughing and clapping xD
So the noise level totally shot up.
MRS YIP IS SO CUTEEEEEEEE :D

Well Lit was nothing much, so yeah.
EL was just damn weird =.=
I hate Minjia D;
SABOTAGER D:
I will never feel that my writing is up to standard until I reach a novelist's/journalist's grasp of the English language.
Please be critical of my use of the language and guide me.
Do not try to placate me with patronising comments.
Help me achieve the standard I want, and I believe you are a true friend.

HAHA OH WELL.
SS WAS REALLY WEIRD.
MR SIOW IS FUNNY. ;D
"I know you all got a 101 questions to ask me, just that you don't want to ask. Nevermind. When your exams get closer, you'll get scared. And then when you get scared, I'll laugh at you! HAHAHAAHAHA."
OMG LOL SO LAME LAH.

Anyway Zach was super lame today.
I didn't check my phone.
But he smsed me saying that he saw me go past the Napier Road bus stop. -_-
LAMEEEEEEEEEE AND RANDOMMMMMMMMMMMM.
* Okay this is even more lame cause he purposely got my number from Ling =.=

HAHA.
TODAY IS DAMN FUN. ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, July 10, 2008

6:36 PM

AHH TODAY WAS DAMN FUN. ;D
Started off with EL Summary Writing, which was not fun.
But then during EL period, we had our skit performances. ;D
ZOMG SO FUNNY.
I WANT TO SEE THE VIDEOS AND PICTURES SOON.

Anyway, after that, Chinese was fun.
LC is damn fun to do. ;D
ANDANDAND, Mrs Yip was so cute today. ;D
She was drawing the Mutation and Variation thing, and from the :) face it became >:) (antennas) and :c.
The sad face was seriously very cute.
I think Sophie took a picture.
But I didn't cause the board was cleaned almost straight after her lesson. D;
Then Chem today was weird cause of Charlotte.
She kept laughing beside me.
AND THEN OF ALL THINGS MS AZILAH THOUGHT I WASNT LISTENING ALSO D;
SEE LAH CHARLOTTE. YOUR FAULT D;
DRAG ME IN FOR NOTHING.
BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

10:26 PM

We both know this castle's made of sand.

Thanks for never ever using your brain.
I really really love how you take all the credit from me.
Seriously, you piss me off.
I don't understand why I'm the one who's doing all the work and you just take ALL the credit and more.
What cheek you have to boast about it!
And to tell me that you're not satisfied with what I've thought of?
Then you should think by yourself.
You spoiled my manga today.
I was planning to have a great time reading and you spoiled it.
#$%^&.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:17 PM

Love is made of treading water and hearts of clay.

I really really want to go for MC now :x
8039 is seriously the love.
The daily mass convos are really hilarious.

Anyway I screwed up SS Mock today.
HOW DO YOU ANSWER THE QN LAH.
The first SBQ already stumped me like crap can.
1a) Why do you think the North Korean Defence Chief would make such a speech?
Is that an inference question? o_o"
I really hope I can get marks for C+C, or else all die. D;
And there's amath test tmr. D;
Gosh.
Integration + Differentiation of Trigo and Exponential functions will kill me.

And, sorry Charlotte. D;
I don't know why sometimes I have mood swings in class.
One minute I can feel really irritable, and the next I'll feel sad, and then angry and then happy, and then.. you get the idea. D;
I forgot what I was frustrated about, but thanks for being concerned.
If I snap at you, I don't mean it at all.
Thanks for being 'THE WOMAN WHO SITS NEXT TO ME IN CLASS'.
Haha. ;D
CABBAGE PATCH, COW FARM, VINEYARD! :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

8:30 PM

Damn it. I miss you.

When other people get credit for what you've done, don't you get pissed off?

I miss how you always know what to say.

When people throw you aside, don't you feel frustrated and sad?

I miss the time you always spend with me.

When you realise why these people do such things, you realise that you must change yourself before they change.

I really miss you. And I'm sorry for all I've done.
You're a miracle worker in my life, and I seriously can't go on without you.
Your silence is more deafening then anything else.
Your nagging and petty arguments are really little bits of goodness that help me carry on.
Your unassuming behaviour and want to understand supports me when I need it the most.

What can I say?
I need you a lot.
And you've become the wall that supports me.
Without you, I crumble.

You are living proof of how friends constitute a huge part of our lives.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, July 07, 2008

10:48 PM

I think I'm super irritable today.
I'm currently feeling pissed off with someone.
Why don't you practice what you preach?
Since you could tell me that if it was someone else's, they should use it, not other people.
THEN WHY YOU KEEP ASKING TO BORROW FROM ME AH.
HOW CONTRADICTING.
^&*().
You've really pissed me off a lot of times in the past 3 days.
I don't know why you can't take a hint when I DON'T want to talk to anyone.

Don't act like I'm the reason you're being so cold.
I'm not the reason why everything's going wrong for you.
Thanks a lot.
You really piss me off a lot more than I let on.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:17 PM

Seriously, most PPFers disgust me now.
I don't understand.
Why must you specifically come to the thread and say that it stinks?
If you have no pride at all in your unit, please, stfu and gtfo.
To even see you type that you're from NPCC, I was put off when you said 'and i think it stinks x-x'.
Well, with people like you, I must admit, it can't be much fun, can it?
If you have this kind of mindset towards anything, it's sure as hell guaranteed that everything that you try will 'stink'.
I want you to treat these two options very seriously.
1. If you mention that you're from NPCC, don't degrade it.
2. Disregard the fact that you're stuck with this cca, and find some other cca that suits your whims more.

And this is the other side to the forumers.
@cheerieghost:
cheerie! I respect you a super lot for being so nice to that guy.
But I still feel agitated on that fact that he wants to come to the 'little thread' and "boast" about how he hates his cca.
Thanks for being the voice of reason anyway. c:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

9:08 AM

Okay ytd was damn ghey.
Or rather early today morning was damn ghey.
In a convo with YT, XS(he's like the opp of XL), YX Bear and Nic, our brains all sot by the time we got to 1am.
YT and I kept stoning. And they thought that I emo a lot ._.
SOMEONE SLIT WITH MEH AND SEE HOW MUCH I EMO.
HAHAHAHA.
Actually all of them were really hilarious.
I HAD NO IDEA PEOPLE WASHED AND HANGED THEIR CLOTHES TO DRY SO EARLY.
BUT ~~NICOLAS~~ NICOLE DID IT.
And Bear was damn cute luh, he kept getting tricked. Esp by YT and her 'I love Shaker' act. ;D

Really, everyone's crazy on msn.
And if we add the whole class in, it's going to be even more crazy and even more hilarious.
No doubt none of us will be able to read anything, but yeah ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

1:01 AM

It was nice to talk to Lion again.
Someone I could talk eye to eye with.
Maturity level plays a huge part in conversation.
And I really appreciate your maturity level in talking to me.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, July 06, 2008

10:21 AM

I just got my Sweet Waloli set ytd.
I tried on two others, one punk and one aristocratic.
But the aristocratic one doesn't fit me cause I look too young to wear silk like that ._.
The punk one was actually cutting into my neck cause the zip just happened to be there.
Look out for pictures of it after S2 Learning Fest, so that I don't ruin the surprise.
And look out for myself as a Waloli, YT as Kadaj, Sihui(maybe), Zee in a yukata, Marie, Lisa and Ayesha(dress styles unclear).
Chantik's coming on that day aft her Hindi class.
Me and YT are uber psyched for that.

After MC ytd, I just realised the standard of spelling for 8039 is damn bad. LOL.
Our highest was like, 8/10. ._.
And then Shaker got 7/10.
PAISEH LEH I KEEP FORGETTING HIS NAME. BUT FINALLY I REMB OK ;x
It was also Watermelon's birthday ytd, so the guys gave him a tau pok in the lift.
Kind of dumb, esp since all the girls were right there too -_-
We just ignored them anyway. But quote of the day was: THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING, HAHAHAH.
I don't know which guy said that, but YEAH LOL.
We wanted to eat as a class, but Doreen didn't come down with us.
And Shaker ran away. ._.
Okay not really ran, he just walked damn fast and no one really noticed cause we were deciding where to eat.
But the security guard was very bu shuang with us cause all the girls had a group hug and then the guys tried it too and then we got very noisy. ._.
Finally walked all the way to KFC.
We wanted to get a family meal, LOL.
But didn't get it in the end.
Yun Ting and Aybin shared a buddy meal though. xD
Gabriel and Firdaus were damn nice luh ;D
THEY CHASED AWAY WATERMELON WHEN HE TRIED TO TAKE YUN TING'S PLACE. HAHA.
I bet everyone missed Daniel ytd.
I hope he's feeling better now, and that he'll come back next week.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, July 03, 2008

9:58 PM

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, SOMEONE SHOW MEH THE NP NOTICEBOARD.

PLEASE TELL ME I PASSED MY SSGT PROMO AND SLAP ME SO THAT I'M SURE THAT I'M NOT ASLEEP. ;D
I NEED TO KNOW WHETHER I PASSED OR NOT!
ZOMG CHARLOTTE GOH, YOU'RE COMING WITH ME TO SEE THE NOTICEBOARD TOMORROW. xD
1st class, maybe not. BUT SSGT!

Yun Ting added me ytd.
Kind of random luh, but I think she got my msn from Watermelon or Zachary.
I didn't realise it was her, LOL.
I THOUGHT IT WAS LINGLING. :x
REMINDS ME THAT SHE HASNT ADDED ME FOR A WEEK. LOL.
Actually this is a great example of what EU does.
I really got to know more about Yun Ting during EU.
Since she's usually closer to Yu Xin, I don't talk to her much.
But during EU, she was a great Cats vice capt.
I miss EU. Especially ~~MELISSA~~ David! :D
I KNOW MY SHIRT V COOL CAN. ;D
She was damn cute luh. She asked whether she could scream, and when she did, it was freaking loud and high pitched x_x
After that she went around looking for people to hug.
Zomg I miss the assist team a lot.
Esp the buff guys, like NIGEL. HAHA. :D

2 MORE DAYS TO MC&WALOLI.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

5:46 PM

I stole this from Zee.
Regardless of whether her tag referred to me or not.
Tamaki shall wait.

LAYER 1: THE OUTSIDE
Name: MELISSA
D.O.B.: 1/11/92, that's All Saints Day, mind you.
Current status: Doing this. & waiting to see Tamaki. LOL.
Eye-colour: Dark brown.
Hair-colour: Black, a little brown due to swimming. Soon to have orange/platinum streaks for cosplaying ;D
Right or left: RIGHT. YAY. :D

LAYER 2: THE INSIDE
My Heritage: I am a Chinese. And I cannot speak Chinese well. wo de hua yu hen cha.
Fears: Public speaking, that S-san never comes back(EVEN THOUGH I HATE YOU D:), O levels, insects.
My Weaknesses: Chocolate. Bishies. Wonderful crossdressers (esp those who try to be females.)
My perfect pizza: Chicken Supreme from Pizza Hut or Pepperoni from Canadian 241. ;D Either way, load it with cheese and both pwn.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW...
My Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn it, what's the first period today?
My Bedtime: 11.30. :D
My Most Missed Memory: My Sec 2 FYEs when I was in the company of many great friends like Depu, Nessa, Bakar, Lion, etc.

LAYER 4: MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. Though I don't drink either.
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK ANYTIME. ;D
Single or Group Dates: Eh I don't know. Should I say Group Dates? o.o
Adidas or Nike: NIKE. ;D
Tea or Nestea: Depends on the kind of tea. But mostly, TEA > NESTEA.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate, anytime. Miss Kelly Koh, Chocolate pwns Vanilla. ;D
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither. I hate both. I am a tea person.

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: No. It's not cool. It's just disgusting.
Curse: OH YES I DO, DAMN, I JUST DID.
Take Showers: Well, yes. ;D
Have a Crush: TAMAKI. LOL. AND JUN.
Think You’ve Been In Love: I think I haven't emotionally developed to the extent that I know what Love really means. So, for now, no. ;D
Go To School: YES. IT'S USUALLY THE BANE OF MY EXISTENCE.
Want To Get Married: Maybe, maybe not?
Believe In Yourself: Sometimes ;D
Think You're A Health Freak: NOOOOOOOO. NEVAAAAAAAAR.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST, HAVE YOU...
Drunk Alcohol: Wine counted? ;D Oh wait, yes, according to organic chem, (rants about alcohols)
Gone To The Mall: Yes, duh. You don't really think I'm THAT lifeless, do you?
Been Onstage: Of course. I was behind the heart during share-a-thought. LOL.
Eaten Sushi: Yes. ;D
Dyed Your Hair: Yes. But washed it off anyway.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…
Played A Stripping Game: UH RIGHT. D: I won't do that.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: All the time. Doesn't everyone do that?

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…
To Get Married: I'm not sure if I want to be married. But if I do, then I sure as hell want to get married before I turn 35.

LAYER 9: IN A GUY, WHAT ARE YOUR PREFERENCES?
Best Eye Colour: Brown.
Best Hair Colour: Brown/Black.
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short hair. Unless you want to be a bishie, then go ahead and keep long hair.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Answering another question.
An Hour Ago: On the bus back home after killing myself with oral.
4.5 Hours Ago: In the hall, waiting for my execution.
A Month Ago: Not having tuition and going out for once. ;D
A Year Ago: Honestly, I have no idea. Maybe rushing homework?

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…
I love: ~~chocobos~~ EU.
I feel: like I really miss EU.
I hate: being sad.
I hide: my favourite stuff.
I miss: EU. And Booboo.
I need: to cosplay and beat Watermelon up.

LAYER 12: TAG PEOPLE
Sihui teh Reject Sheep, Monkey, Charlotte, Manman. ;D
Whoever reads this.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:34 PM

Okay I screwed up my O lvl oral.
I must do my best for LC and written, that's if the first one wasn't done well.

I WANT TO RIP HIS HEAD OUT SRSLY.
HOW CAN HE SAY COSPLAYERS ARE WEIRD D:
EH ZOMG WHY YOU ASK ME WHETHER I MODEL THEN SAY I WEIRD WHEN I COSPLAY.
GO DIE CAN D:

Talking to Michelle and Sumaiya today was damn funny.
I KNOW MICHELLE HAS LIKE, 5 BOYFRIENDS AT ONE TIME.
A
B
C harlie
D arren
E dward
I didn't catch the names of the first two. HAHA.
LIKE SUMAIYA SAID, I BET SHE DATES ONE OF THEM FOR EACH DAY OF THE WEEK.
MONDAY - A
TUESDAY - B
WEDNESDAY - C
THURSDAY - D
FRIDAY - E

I really really really really really really want HT stuff.
They're damn pretty luh.
I didn't know that Hayley wore TWLOHA clothes.
And really, I want to support TWLOHA ;D

I wonder if the sec 3s were serious about the chalet.
Lol. ;D If they are, then I really don't mind.
Anyway, MUST AIM ZHUANG HUA.
SO ZHUANG HUA, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. ;D
OUR BELOVED MERLION SCHOOL PRINCIPAL.

HAHA OKAY I THINK I'M DAMN HIGH SINCE THE 5 MINUTES OF HELL IS OVER.
MUST GO SEE TAMAKI IN ALL HIS CUTENESS.
OURAN! :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

8:00 PM

I THINK I'M DAMN WEIRD.
WHEN I SAY I WANT TO DO HOMEWORK, I NEVER DO IT.
WHEN I SAY I'M GOING TO PLAY, I END UP DOING HOMEWORK FIRST.

OH WELL.

WATERMELON IS BEING GHEY D<
I seriously didn't know that he liked manga.
BUT STILL I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT MANGA. HAHAHA.
AND I'M STILL NOT TELLING YOU HER MSN.
YOU DAMN PERVERT SIOL.
DURING EXCHANGE WHY GO STARE AT GIRLS.
WS, you're srsly like QY. Both ACBC. Both of you cmi one can ;D

I must ask the girls for their msn. ;D
So far I only have Charlotte's.

EH ZOMG NO.
MUST ASK THE MSG FOR HIS MSN.
LMAO LTR HE TALK GEOG WITH ME SIOL. PWNT.
Shaker dude. xD

EH OKAY THIS IS DAMN RANDOM.
WHO WANTS TO LEARN BREAKDANCE WITH MEH. LOL.
IN DEC HOLS KAY ;D
OR IF YOU WANT TO INTRO A TEACHER FOR BREAKDANCE OR SKATEBOARDING PLS TAG. ;D
Skateboarding is not my thing, but tv's into it, LOL.
And srsly, thanks to tv, I'm really really going to be in huge trouble when my dad gets back home.
I just got totally crazy over HT.
And I love so many of the clothes.
I had to run through my cart 15 times to get rid of all those that I-like-but-still- won't-wear-much.

I really want to ask MC people to come along for S2 Learning Fest.
But that's mean, cause they all have MC on sat.
:/
Oh well, at least I'll have Ling Ling during makeup. ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:51 PM

I WANT SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME TO TAKA THIS FRIDAY. ;D
PLEASE TAG IF YOU ARE FREE TO DO THAT.
AND IF YOU WANT TO GO LOOK FOR OUTFITS THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK, LEAVE A TAG AS WELL ;D

If anyone knows where to get cheap Cloud costumes, tell me kay.
And also, if anyone knows where to get a chocobo costume, please call me, sms me, tag me, whatever. I JUST WANT TO KNOW ;D
CHOCOBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ xD

TO CRESCENTIANS (including Alumni):
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN COSPLAYING, PLEASE LEAVE A TAG ;D
WE MUST HAVE MORE COSPLAYERS DURING LEARNING FEST SO WE CAN HAVE OUR OWN ROOM.
We just can't have Lolitas & Visual Kei.
With the exception of waloli.
WHY MUST THEY DISCRIMINATE D<
LOLITA IS A FASHION MOVEMENT FROM JAPAN WHICH IS ALSO HEAVILY INFLUENCED BY ASIAN CULTURE.
IF NOT, WHY DO WE SEE THE FAMOUS NOVEL BY NOVALA TAKEMOTO - KAMIKAZE GIRLS?
D:
THEY SHOULD LEARN TO RESPECT LOLITA AS A FASHION AND ALLOW IT.
ZOMG D:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:30 PM

Okay I was srsly damn sad when EU was over.
I still really really want to go.
Shall be a revisit and dance my head off. :D

I get mildly agitated when they ask me about it. I hate it when they do that. Why do they even have to do it in the first place?
To Sachiko and Roiko, (and duh those aren't your real names), I think that if you keep asking me, all the more you won't get anywhere. To get anywhere is to use your own strength and means to get there. Please don't do this to me any more.
Take a hint, you two. I've kept this opinion to myself to prevent myself from losing you two friends, but if you keep doing this, I don't see why I need friends like this. It's not as if I can't live without you two as my friends, cause I really can.
I highly doubt that you possess the proper respect to even do such a thing, so all the more, why should I help?

I just get ~~pissed off~~ PEEVED when monkey talks about PPF-ers.
Geez. Screw them.
This is generalising, but I feel that those people who patronize the Backyard have nothing better to do.
Instead of crapping there about your crappy life, maybe you should invest that time into un-crapping your life.
I cannot get along with them. Never will try to. I will not be the forumer that I used to be, because I was a horribly disgusting forumer. Perhaps not so different from them now.
NAH. THEY'RE MUCH WORSE ANYTIME.
Reading back on my old posts, I really found that I disgust myself now. :/
To be a forumer, you must have respect for other people and all. I feel that many of the forumers nowadays DON'T HAVE THAT RESPECT.
I really really wish that we didn't move to PPF, I really miss ASF instead.
Along with my guide, which is probably gone anyway. Esp. since I didn't save it at all.
I miss all the kind ASF people, and I detest the rude and vulgar PPF people.
Monkey, I hope that you won't ever tell me about those PPF people anymore. I dislike them, yes. I try to sever all contact with them, except for those in the CGS thread and in the NPCC thread. Other than that, I find them absolutely repulsive.
So don't ever mention them to me ever again. I have no interest in knowing about them because (insert phrase of choice here). Thanks.

I'm really psyched about Saturday.
MC fourth lesson ;D
And after that, waloli, babeh! ;D
But first of all, I must do my best during MTL Oral.
Thank you Mavis for being such a supportive shifu. :D
I know listening to me speak Chinese sounds damn weird, and now I'm currently scared of you cause you will make me talk about random topics.
LIKE OIL PRICES LOL. xD
Thank you anyway. :D

In life, we must have gratitude to others.
And I am grateful because I am not one of those PPFers.
I am grateful for many other things, but for now, I am most grateful for being able to go to MC and having the support of many friends. Thank you to those who think they deserve the thanks.

And there's one last person I must say this to.
Xian, I'm very sorry for what I said. I really take it back, what do you want me to do, seriously?
You're one friend that I don't want to lose.
Please talk to me again. I could really use your advice and guidance once again.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥